Thursday, February 23, 2006

ULI NA TA?

(this happened September 25, 2005)

naa koy textmate for a month and a half pero wala pa gyud mi nagkita kay busy siya kay daghan man ginaasikaso. grabe ang among text-text kay nangabot na ug 1000+ iyang messages sa akong inbox. mangatulog ming duha usahay kay alas dos na sa kadlawon tungod lang kay sige ug text. ayha pa gyud nahitabo nako nga magbilar tungod lang sa text. sa tinood lang, dili gyud ko sumhan nga itext siya kay malingaw ko niya. kana pud bitaw nga everytime naay moabot nga text message nako, i secretly hope nga gikan sa iyaha. nyahahaha!!!!! nagpadayon gihapon mi sa situation nga textmate mi ug panagsa nga tawag and chat sa YM.

gibuhat na nako tanan nga akong pwede buhaton para lang gyud nako nga makita siya pero wala gyud siya nisugot kay wala siyay panahon ug dili pa daw siya ready. ingon pud siya nga haggard looking daw siya kay daghan siya gibuhat and kulang siya sa tulog. ingon pud siya nga dili daw pwede siya magpakita kay daghan pa daw blemishes iyang skin. and so i waited for "our own good time"... yes, i waited patiently...

then usa ka kadlawon niana (after a month and a half of waiting). nagtext-text mi. giignan nako siya nga naa bored kaayo ko. naa ko sa tunga-tunga sa taft avenue nag-inusara kay gitabangan nako akong kuya sa iyang gibuhat for his school pero sige ug lakaw-lakaw akong kuya. sige lang mi ug text-text adto para malingaw lang ko. alas tres na to siya sa kadlawon pero mata pa ming duha.

and while texting each other, gikalit lang siya ug text nga 'ULI NA TA?'. Nitubag pud ko nga 'sige ba, anhian ko nimo?'. Tubag lang pud ko kay nisakay ko sa iyang joke. Then nagtubag siya 'I cn see you frm whre I am. :-)'. Nakulbaan ko!!! Grabe!!! Gikalit ug kusog ang kuba-kuba sa akong dughan. Pero nagkatawa lang ko in my mind kay gibinuangan siguro ko niya. Of all the places and time nga pwede mi magkita, nganong didto pa gyud sa tunga sa dalan ug kadlawon na to. Dili sad ko mutuo nga naa siya kay wala pa gyud mi nagkita ug kabalo ko nga dili pa siya ready.

But when I turned my head to see if he was really there looking at me, nakakita ko ug car nga nagpark sa likod nako. Then ang car nagpablink sa iyang lights and giduol paingon nako. Ug kadtong naklaro na nako ang nagdrive sa car. I couldn't believe!!!

Siya gyud diay ang naa sa akong likod ug ganina ra nagtan-awa nako. Adtong higayuna, feeling nako nga mura ug romantic movie nga iya kong gisurprise. Then slow motion tanan. Kilig kaayo ko!!!!

Ang tubag sa pangutana?

YES, GIULI MI... GIHATOD KO NIYA SA AKONG BALAY...

jory 1:23 PM
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

A DAY I CALLED YOU MINE... MINE ALONE...

Everything seemed to me like a dream that day. But it was all for real. I never expected that even for one day, just one day, I can call you mine. Though time flew that fast when I was with you, I will never forget every single second of that day. I can vividly remember the moment you said 'I'm here' until the time you said 'goodbye'.

How could I forget the way you held my hand as we walked the beach, those crazy stunts you made on the sand, and lying on the sand under the sun just talking about anything.

When your body grew tired, I wanted you to relax and I gave you the best body massage I could offer. As my hands gently touched your body, I know it soothed your weariness and muscle pains you felt. And you feel asleep.

As I look at you in your peaceful sleep, I fell in love with you even more. Carefully staring every inch of your face. Your eyes that showed me love even without the words. Your lips that kissed mine. Your ears that attentively listened to me. Your face, oh that face. Your face that I could never resist to look at. And in the middle of the night, we both woke up. You held my hand and put it around your body to hug you in the cold night. You slid your right foot backwards, put it into the middle of my feet and locked your right foot with my left foot. I was literally sleeping in heaven because that was very first time I slept beside you.

Honestly, I have been waiting for the day that I wake up in the morning and all I see is you when I open eyes my eyes and to utter the words 'I LOVE YOU' and 'GOOD MORNING' as I look straight into your eyes. All I thought it would only be a dream. But that morning, I woke up beside you and that was probably the most beautiful morning I ever woke up with. And time passed by, we were just curling up under the blanket, giggling and cuddling each other. The most romantic of all the mornings I ever had in my 23 years of existence.

But how could I stop time? In a flash, I just heard you say 'goodbye and i'll miss you'. Then we separated ways.

I have nothing more to ask from you. You have given me your precious time. You have allowed yourself to be vulnerable before me. You have unselfish thoughts for both of us.

YOU HAVE SHOWN ME LOVE IN THE MOST SPECIAL WAY.

I can't find the words except for these....

I LOVE YOU!!!

jory 2:53 PM
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

VALENTINE MESSAGE FROM HIM

sent February 14, 2006, 9:41 AM:

Happy Jory's Day. For me synonymous ka ng LOVE cause you're giving me so much of that. The first time you call my name, though it would sound the same, I know something in me has changed forever!

And I say:

You can never be prepared for the moment that will change your life forever.

jory 2:11 PM
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Monday, February 13, 2006

THE BISDAK BLOGGERS GET TOGETHER PARTY

Kapoy na man ug sulat pa uy. Pictures na lang ipost nako ha. hahaha!!!

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sa gateway mall, ang meeting place

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palit ug LRT tickets

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sakay ug jeep paingon sa place ni padre

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pose gyud… murag naa sa Europe… hahaha!!!

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mga name tags

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group pictures

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asus, mawala diay ang solo pictures nako??? Hahaha!!!

jory 7:20 PM
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Thursday, February 09, 2006

THOUGHTS FROM HIM

a poem he wrote for me:
Maybe in life, people come to us in a flash.
Unexpectedly, sometimes quietly, sometimes with such fanfare.
But they do come. You'll never know when they'll leave, or how.
But when you look into their eyes, you don't doubt they were meant to come.
Meant to be part of your life, if only briefly.
Or when their hands hold yours, you somehow know its magic.
And you wonder why they could be so precise about you, and you to them.
Or how easily you could both acknowledge your unmistakable chemistry.
Or how sometimes, you both need no words... just...


his text message sent last Feb. 5, 2006, 11:32 PM:
I have finally come to terms with the fact that I like Jory. It's possible I had liked him months ago and I didn't even admit that fact to myself. I have also denied that there was something to all our communication in the past and his many invites. I refused to see something beyond the confines of friendship. I had been afraid to fall for a guy so taken, and especially, someone like him. I barely knew.

It was within my power to end our friendship and ignore his communication, but i didn't. And it was because I like him. To my mind,our communication was nothing for as long as i could resist his invites. Little did I know that he can hold his own surprises and insists, slowly but surely break into my comfort zone, rattle my equilibrium, and allow myselfto be vulnerable before him. I learned my lesson: not to overestimatemy emotional strength.

And I say:
With you, I have known love... I LOVE YOU!!!

jory 10:02 PM
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Monday, February 06, 2006

THE PALAWAN ADVENTURE

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SIGHTS IN PALAWAN

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UNDERGROUND RIVER

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STARFISH ISLAND

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POSE JORY… POSE…

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ISLAND HOPPING PICTURES

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YUM YUM

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CROCODILE FARM

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BUTTERLY GARDEN

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WOW!!! I JUST LOVE THE VIEW!!!!

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STAR NA STAR… HAHAHA!!!

jory 3:40 PM
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